Thursday, April 8, 2010

Eric Rutin 10-17-67 RIP

It's unfortunate this man has lied to me. For over a year he'd been in a relationship with me while seeing someone else. I realize writing this is surely a sign of my undergrowth. I'm aware of it.
You see I was the disposable one. She was the real one. Yes, it's painful. I trusted what Eric was telling me. I trusted the flowers were because of me. I trusted him and would have never found out about this other young woman if I hadn't been told by another mom he tried to boink too. When he was married.

People all the signs were there. I guess at my age I have become part of the women to use. The women to lie to and pretend you care deeply for them. Well this woman isn't playing fair anymore with a man like Eric. Simply need to protect the women in my group from men in Eric's group.

I still have to tell the girlfriend. I think he lives with her now. She deserves to know. He did this to his wife and you know about the guys on Jerry Springer? The baby's daddy? I'm being nice about the info I'm divulging. A leopard never changes it's spots.

I am not well but I am sober
Jane

2 comments:

  1. you ewere just one of hundrds, honey. He has problems. Get yourself tested.

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  2. honey, you were one of hundreds. Get yourself tested.

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