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why is it that we can't gethe answers to our quest I don't want to wait sometimes. How do we know we are doing the right thing? or spending time and energy on something that isn't going to be helpful at all. in fact it hurts us in the end. If we keep getting told that life is too short then why the fuck aren't we given some answers, or is it just me. am I too dense to see my answers? Am I looking for a burning bush instead of

this is the game, if i can't call you or text you, if my only method of communication is email. Of course that is always on your conditions too. If you've been to my house numerous times and you've never invited me to your home what does that say? If you fail to wish me a happy birthday on my birthday and knew exactly when it was what does that say? If on holidays you avoid a fucking email to me what does that say? We should pay attention to how others treat us. Is this being allowed because I don't treat myself with respect? Do I allow this because I feel I am not worth the energy or effort?