Green eyed monster

Have you ever done something profoundly stupid due to the green eyed monster?
It always begins with an irrational thought. The thought leads to a rush of feelings and you impulsively take action. Having a force take possession of your faculties is also not gender specific. Add a little alcohol to the mix and you have some one who ripped off an Alaska dog musher novelty license plate from the front of her ex boyfriends truck. She was so mad because the vehicle belonged to his female 'friend' and she was letting him use it as his mode transportation...hmmm?

Usually this behavior occurs in the adolescent. I felt like an adolescent recently. Actually, I've felt like an adolescent more than I care to admit. The object of my desire, ahhhh. More like AARRGGHH! He writes a column online and I posted a silly comment using an alias. It wasn't a bad comment, and I was stupid enough to say something that gave me away. I just wanted to make him think of me. After all, there is a sea of 'HOT' women out there.

Insecurity based in fear. Fear that you're not going to get something you want or maybe someone else is going to take it away from you. Like you ever really had it in the first place. That's the first mistake made. How do we know that someone really is good for us? Why are we so afraid of losing something that perhaps wasn't suppose to be in the first place? Something we never had. The Great Sponsor says my remedy for this sign of undergrowth is to turn my will and my life over to a Divine Power and ask for His will instead. The promise in this simple act is to be free of fear and insecurity. I can continue on the eightfold path of enlightenment. That's what I want my life to be. I will go to bed spiritually enlarged. When I wake up, I'll be turning my will and my life over to Him.

Be Well
Jane